tag:newlife2006.blog.co.uk,2009-11-10:/MokoFeed2009-11-10T11:34:15+01:00tag:newlife2006.blog.co.uk,2006-11-02:/2006/11/02/thursday~1287419/SnapHappy2006-11-02T10:35:25+01:002006-11-02T10:35:25+01:00 <p>was in beautiful seville for five days - family wedding - and then the boyfriend flew out to join me - came home with a sinus infection - the really icky kind when weird orangy yellow mucus comes out of the nose - yuck.<br> many things i like about this boyfriend - but a lot of red flags too - and i am so over tired and overstressed that i kind of just roll over and keep going.<br> he was honest about having a bit of a drug habit but i didnt really understand until he went cold turkey for the last five days - no coke, no cigarrettes, and only a little alcohol. reminds me of my innocence in my first marraige...married a man who liked to party, had to get straight because became an alcoholic, got straight, and body fell apart and i ended up nursing him for years.<br> anyway, the boyfriend says he feels totally exhausted now. me, well, i didn't sleep at all last night. not even one hour. very strange. sick. no alcohol. no caffeine. nothing. the boyfriend snores. this is enough to drive me half mad. will we really be able to live together?<br> going to a black tie event for cancer charity tonight with six girls...no sleep...dry skin...ugly! and tomorrow board a flight - thank you sinutab!- for scotland where going to a wedding with my mother. we are sharing a room. i think she snores. yieks. i will be half mad soon. well, more that half mad. i;m already half mad.<br> was supposed to take my god daughter iceskating yesterday but she was too sick..now she can and i can't. boo hoo!<br> the flat the boyfriend has rented starts on monday. we went bed shopping last night. scary. its all happening. so fast. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://newlife2006.blog.co.uk/2006/11/02/thursday~1287419/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>